ku ingin sekali menyingkap rahsia dirimu,  ingin ku kuak cerita itu tapi aku takut melukai mu, namun aku perlu tahu.....lantas bagaimana.....apa yang harus aku lakukan.....

Kekasih... Aku bertahan dalam benaman lautan Kerinduan...

CINTA.... Salahlah bagi orang yang mengira bahwa cinta itu datang kerana pergaulan yang lama dan rayuan yang terus menerus. Cinta adalah tunas pesona jiwa, dan jika tunas ini tak tercipta dalam sesaat, ia takkan tercipta bertahun-tahun atau bahkan abad.

Uncertain of my own feelings.....

I was born in the arms of imaginary friends
Free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I've been
Then you come crashing in, like the realest thing
Trying my best to understand all that your love can bring

Half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That I can't keep loving you
with half of my heart

I was made to believe i'd never love somebody else
I made a plan, stay the woman who can only love herself
Lonely was the song I sang, 'til the day you came
Showing me a better way and all that my love can bring

Your faith is strong
But I can only fall short for so long
Time will hold, later on
You will hate that I never gave more to you than half of my heart
But I can't stop loving you
But I can't stop loving you with half of my...
Half of my heart

Half of my heart's got a real good imagination
Half of my heart's got you
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That half of my heart won't do

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold him when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away.....

Am I better off dead
Am I better off  quitter
They say I'm better off now
Then I ever was with him
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help me to forget him
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my girlfriends are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words,
And he'll listen this time even though they're slurred,
Dialed his number and confess to him,
I'm still in love with all of him but all I heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know I'm with him face to face, that he'll come to his senses
Every drunk step and path leads me to his door
If he sees how much I'm hurting
He'll take me back for sure

Sometimes love is intoxicating
You're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

aq suke dgn care ko membohongi aq.....aq suke plak dgn rse pedih terluke tu.....

Benar sayang, aku merinduimu, menyayangimu, mengasihimu ...

Tanyalah pada bulan betapa aku setia menantimu ...

Lihatlah pada bintang yang bertaburan dilangit ...

Begitulah kasihku padamu tidak terkira ...

Bagai sungai yang mengalir ..

Bak tebing yang kukuh ...

Begitulah setiaku  ..

Itulah janjiku padamu ...

Selagi masih bernafas...

Selagi itulah aku akan tetap bersamamu...

benarkah apa yg kau ucapkan
atau hanya nak mempermainkan perasaan
usahlah diriku menjadi taruhan asmaramu
kalau benar buktikan kepadaku kesungguhan mu itu...

Bukan niatku membiarkan dirimu terbiar sepi ...

Tetapi aku sendiri hanyut dibuai gelora asmaramu ...

Bukan tiada madah cinta untukmu ...

Tetapi jiwaku masih hilang dalam lautan kasihmu ...

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore

The pieces don't fit here anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

I don't know why

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why

Hundred days have made me older, since the last time that i saw your face.
Thousands lies have made me colder and i don't think i can look at this the same again
All these miles that seperate, disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face
I've heard this life is overrated but i hope that it gets better as we go
Everything i know and anywhere i go and when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
I am here without you baby but you are still with me in my dreams
I m here without you baby but you are still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and i dream about you all the time

hari ini,  cinta itu sudah berlalu pergi............

I may have a strong personality

but i break down on my knees and pray

for the pain is too weighty to carry

and the heartache was to heavy.

I may have a strong personality

but i fall down and cry mostly

for it cause me tremendous tragedy

and felt me some agony.

I may have a strong personality

but when it comes to love i am weedy

for it bears me ache generally

and the guy i loved was apathy.

I may have s atrong personality

but my life is full of mess and dirty

Just because of once dishonesty

evertything turned to nothing and filthy.

I may have a strong personality

but im forcing myself to be sturdy

that even in the midst of misery

I can face everyday bravely.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to God
Cos I got time while he got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

His best days will be some of my worst
He finally met a girl thats gonna put him 1st
While I'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But not wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos he's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

You got her heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good

aku ... akan selalu memujamu, menyayangimu, menyintaimu, mengasihimu, menyanjungimu, merinduimu, menghormati semua yang bermakna dari dirimu ...

mana janji mu dulu untuk mencintai diri ku selama-lamanya. mana janji mu dulu untuk setia bersama ku hingga aku mati...

cinta mu adalah yang terbaik buat ku

Let me hold you For the last time It's the last chance to feel again But you broke me Now I can't feel anything

When I love you It's so untrue I can't even convince myself When I'm speaking It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up I tried to hold but it hurts too much I tried to forgive but it's not enough To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings You can't feel anything That your heart don't want to feel I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts And lies worse I can't like it anymore And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing We are turning into dust Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire When there's nothing left to say It's like chasing the very last train When it's too late

Oh it tears me up I tried to hold but it hurts too much I tried to forgive but it's not enough To make it all okay

aku cuba bertahan tapi amat menyakitkan....aku cuba memaafkan tapi ianya tak mencukupi....

I wish you would see the love in my eyes
and wish you would believe when I say
your happiness means more to me 
than anything else
And I'll keep you happy all night and day

Believe in my love, if ever you do
with you, I'll stay forever
no matter where you may be
In my heart we'll be together

So when you make a choice
do spare a thought for me
remember that you do have me
who loves you so much
And will continue doing so till all eternity

But if you decide to walk away
Don't turn around or you'll see me cry
I don't want you to leave me alone
I don't want you to say goodbye

Thought with you I would like to be forever
feels like walking on the moon counting stars
beyond the world, nothing else matter
thinking about you my love, laughing at myself 
without any words, I am happy

Hopping for good things, looking towards future
flying high in the sky, sailing long in the sea
mad wit your thoughts, I have plans for both of us
But when you are not here, I cried at your absence
swallowing my sorrows, bitting my nails
longing for your nearness

Sitting in the shore, staring at the waves
waiting to hear your words, its killing me
I just wish to be sleeping in your lap
closing my eyes, fills my heart to the brim
loving you till my last breath

mengapakah aku kesunyian, mengapakah aku kerinduan. engkau ada di sisi tapi bagaikan mimpi. sentuh tak terasa, lihat tak tersapa. satu azab. satu nikmat. satu kesempurnaan yang janggal di mata.

Aku sayang...aku cinta...aku kaseh...aku rindu...aku sayang akan dirimu

Rajuk ku tidak panjang...sekejap cuma...

Soalan yang bertalu-talu menerjah fikiran ku....membuat aku jadi pemikir, namun buntu untuk menemukan jawapan yang pasti. Apa sebenar mahumu...apa pula sebenarnya yang aku inginkan....

Hari nie dirinya ceria...ketawa riang....aku pun turut merasa tenang setenang air di kali.

Tak sedikit air mataku tumpah hari ini. Sayu dan pilu mendengar keluhan hatinya. Aku tak berdaya untuk berbuat apa-apa....hanya turut beremosi, menangis hiba. Kalau....ya perkataan KALAU amat mudah di sebut. Berpunca dari perkataan itu.
Kalau dapat menatap wajah ku.... kalau dapat mengenggam tangan ku.... kalau dapat menyentuh pipi ku.... kalau dapat membelai rambut ku.... menyeka air mata ku.... kalau semuanya kalau.... KALAU
Maafkan daku sayang.... maafkan aku tak terniat untuk melukakan hati mu.... aku hanya sekadar berimaginasi

Malam ini hujan lebat sekali....dingin yang teramat....sedingin salju....sunyi yg terlampau, aku hanya mendengar hela nafasku....ku pejam mata....hanya dia....hanya wajahnya bermain di mata....apa khabar dia di sana....
Setiap hari aku hanya mampu mendengar suaranya....kekadang ceria....kekadang gundah gulana.... kekadang bunyinya teruja ada masa sebak berkumpul di dada. Hanya ucapan kasih cinta dan sayang sahaja yang mampu memujuk hati dam mententeramkan jiwa....kekadang aku rasa lemah tak berdaya....menanggung derita di jiwa dan aku tahu dia juga begitu....sabar sayang ku....sabarla menanti.....
selamat malam....mimpi yang indah indah....mimpikan diriku yang jauh di mata